No Name

No Name.

Sorrow makes me happy  nowadays
My tears saying
Grace
Amen to all my
Pain
I am your votary
Most faithful God
Never abandon me
Again.

I have bitter moments of happiness
kin to all my pain
It attends upon me
A moment
Fleetingly and then
Without bidding me adieu
It flies out of my
Ken.

Such sweet sorrow such bitter sweet love
Acid burns and molten wax
Upon my stove
weary scarred and
frightened heart.

My flesh is strong
My spirit weak
I'm walking dead towards who
I cannot seek.

And see me now believe my pain
No damages to perceive though
No bloodstain
That howl inside has muted down
knowledge of good and evil
Dumbed me down

I play the clown now
And with my painted
Smile.
Sweetheart let me
Amuse you a while.

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