No More Poems

No More Poems

I am exhausted, no more, this effort for what should have been effortless
Too much bad credited to our account
The poems...no more. love has never been this loveless.

No more poems.....no  love....I'm losing my song without a trace
And my love even more than you, My song is priceless.
When I first begun
And you made my heart sing grace
I felt like garlanding your soul
With trusting love and faith.

Now I am watching in clear water
Shapes of things to come
And angels warn me on my life
Can you sing when the violins strum?

How  can  I carry on with you when the love is all in my head
When the loving life I breathe into my god
With chants of devotion 
couldn't awaken heart and soul into  stone idol
How can i even mourn?
For an idol cannnot be dead.

Do not blame that it didnt take
Never call loving a sad mistake
It is sad it could not be
Sometimes the dreams
Are more  real
They're the ideals
Of reality.

I long to call out your forbidden name
To tell you
The pastime you seek is not about  a game
There are mystic dues  one has  to pay
To  immerse in Love's sacred flame
For you'll be burnt through and through in fire
True birth of phoenix is in the pyre
I wanted you so pure so true so good
Were you upon a cross you'd be my rood
Now in this devastating room of doubt
I see the double doorway exits out
Of course you and I are in a trance
Forever experiencing sweet entrance
I cannot say goodbye, to you,  I cannot communicate...
Let us pretend to be pictures on each others walls
And forever greet love at the gate
For each other's soulscapes are areas forbidden to intrude upon, as casual passers by.

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(c) Amrita Valan 2014

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