Forgetting

BI  thought I could forget you because I must
And if you  would stay away
And I from you
Nothingness would gloat and glower
Verily the beast of oblivion would flourish
And I would go on my way
Eternally spotless .
I have woken up since then from the happy dream of obscurity.

With visions of your many names frothing like prophecy
from my lips...
Like an ordained doom I have baptized my daily duties
With  holy annointment
Of  memory.

The beast is routed
By this divine incantation
Infinite adoration
Complete surrender in
Incense of  exaltation.

Ecstatic intoxication in mere memories.

If I emptied all my thoughts and
Cleaved the cradle of emotions
Of all matter...
What would it matter
when a wisp of air a faint whisper can recreate "you?"

Love
that has  shed inhibition
inhabited its chosen ground
as a blessing.

A mere mundane manmade God.
My blessing.

Your blessing
returns
In dreaming state
Waking dreams
To enchant
To claim
the heart
You've  set siege to.

All my corners
Your enclosure
All senses
Sweet Repository
All emotions
Balmy alm
All thoughts
Deathly calm
And so
you come
to
Life
Within
My  worship.

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(c) Amrita Valan 2014