Dream

Dream

You're candy flossing my lips
Melting in the mouth of anticipation powdered
Crushes sugaring crushed hopes
Coagulating my  bloodstream
Corporeal Butterflies of broken  dreams
Fluttering agonies of
ecstasy in deaths ethereal and ephemeral
A turbulent ocean of disturbia... memorized dreamscape
Escaping in electric waves
At  dulcet intervals
Laboriously birthing a
Fantasy life
cutting its teeth on my chewed up heart
slobbered by greed
grounded by fate
and beaten and pounded into reality...
Thin and ductile malleable sheets of
Flatbread existence.

You hack it all
Machete in your machismo
Into my latent
Masochism
And I do not lament my depths
But foment submission as rebellion
Against required and repeated obesience to other
Realities.

You make rare majestic  airwaves
Tingling romance
Buzzing into my besotted senses
Signals corrupted
Old codes erased
confusing the radars
Of my bearings
Locus Standi deleted.

I watch
The ground fall from
Under my feet
That I have cut away
And I am floating in free heavens
Off tangent identities
Dreams unpaginated refreshed.
 
I breathe fearlessly now
Oxygen of awareness
Reckless
to live in our spell
Searching the scopes of pirated happiness
Buccaneer dreams
It comes with a price, always.

And that price was paid...
in other horrific ways
In lonesome forgotten exiled
Days.

I am bathed in the sweet Sin
Of
Believing in myself

And So help me.....
Powers that be
But do not see
The dreams of men
Demons or Gods or
UberMensch.
...

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